degree life

Hoho. Long time have not been signed in here. Lol
I nearly forget this blog le. I'm so sorry.
Erm, the reason why am I suddenly at here is I have been assigned as Blog Manager for UAS's blog. Haha. Sound NICE, right?

Okay, next turn to talking about my recent life.
Lol. Damn disappointed on myself.
Time flies. It's too FAST.
I'm a degree student of Utar Sg Long now. Have been passed 2 semesters in year 1.
Ish. Nt done well in finals of sem 2. Actually sem 1 as well.
I have lost my motivation to study. Where's my passion for study?
I knew I'm nt a perfect person.
Many things that I don't know and never try to learn.
Many fields that I'm not really good at.
The only things I can done well is study but now i don't think it is 'study' anymore.
Yes, it is none now. Like a cacat person.
At least some disabled person appreciate and cherish every moment in their life.
How abt me? Lol. Keep blaming n complaining.

My target for the sem 2 is flied. I failed to challenge myself.
It's so hard to get 4.0. So I'm wondering why they're so smart n clever?
Or maybe i'm too stupid. Haha.
I start to get confused.

Erm, now only can wait for the result out. Otherwise I can't stay here n keep thinking it. It's nonsense. I have to find out what happened to me.

"Ei, what happened to u ah?"
"Ei"
"Ei"
"Answer pls!"