degree life

Hoho. Long time have not been signed in here. Lol
I nearly forget this blog le. I'm so sorry.
Erm, the reason why am I suddenly at here is I have been assigned as Blog Manager for UAS's blog. Haha. Sound NICE, right?

Okay, next turn to talking about my recent life.
Lol. Damn disappointed on myself.
Time flies. It's too FAST.
I'm a degree student of Utar Sg Long now. Have been passed 2 semesters in year 1.
Ish. Nt done well in finals of sem 2. Actually sem 1 as well.
I have lost my motivation to study. Where's my passion for study?
I knew I'm nt a perfect person.
Many things that I don't know and never try to learn.
Many fields that I'm not really good at.
The only things I can done well is study but now i don't think it is 'study' anymore.
Yes, it is none now. Like a cacat person.
At least some disabled person appreciate and cherish every moment in their life.
How abt me? Lol. Keep blaming n complaining.

My target for the sem 2 is flied. I failed to challenge myself.
It's so hard to get 4.0. So I'm wondering why they're so smart n clever?
Or maybe i'm too stupid. Haha.
I start to get confused.

Erm, now only can wait for the result out. Otherwise I can't stay here n keep thinking it. It's nonsense. I have to find out what happened to me.

"Ei, what happened to u ah?"
"Ei"
"Ei"
"Answer pls!"

I will be back!

Wow. It's year 2013 ady.
Time passed faster. Just find up that I only had updated 1 post in year 2012.
Damn pity, my blog.
At the beginning of this year, I still keep 18 years old since my birthday haven't over. Still young right?
New year! New hope! New target! New challenge! n New style.

Yup. I got my new hope.
I wish everything goes well in this year! *Become more n more pretty!* lolzzzzzz....
Hopefully I can happy always also.
I can do well in my sem 3 lesson even degree.
n many many. (too many hopes le, didnt list out all things at here somemore now i have no idea on my other hopes.)

New target! New challenge!
Just like last year or previous year, I have same problem here.
Why I still can leave from it? I need help but i dun think other ppl can help me at all!
I put many efforts ady. Still can't get my expected outcome.
Jia you ba! I will defeat wif u d.

New style!
Nt even my hairstyle had changed, I need to do some changes in my lifestyle.
TT. Actually i quite sad n regret for my cut hair decision. I miss my long hair!

before after

But i still satisfied with my new hairstyle.

N i promise myself, dun be so childish n behave like a kid.

so stupid u know?

Anti cute also. It is nt a compliment for me. 

I will be back I know! =)

after graduated..

graduated from form 5 means that i must be responsible for my next decision n future..
i can't everything depend on others

long time no update~

Just like my post title..

long time i haven't update my blog..

SPM is happening now~><\\\\

happy?sad?nervous?tension?

hehe..seriously, all gt..

can together=my feelings during SPM..

happy for end of my form 5 life..=)

sad for confused about my future..should i continue my study to form 6?

nervous before starts my exam..

tension when studying the subjects which i take..

how was my SPM result?i don know..hehe..

i'm expecting..

wait wait wait n wait.....................................

In my brain..

is thinking about years 2009..

when i'm form 3..

when i'm taking my exam-PMR..

before exam.. felt scare

during exam..scare also

after exam..scare also also

when the day which take the result,

scared still haven't self-confident to go to take MY result..sadness..

✘ confident ppl >>>>>>> me

but now..

i will get myself when taking SPM result..

i promised..

很多事

最近,

真的发生满多事的..

一来, 我的牙套终于拆了..

二来, 那天发生了那件事..

三来, 我自己在疑神疑鬼些事,希望不是真的..(祷告)

保佑保佑~~

四来, SPM还剩15个星期,trial又在九月头..haiz-.-

五来, 人际关系好像都不好,自己好像越来越人缘不好..

呼呼~好累!(其他没列到的就算了)

先来说第1的感想吧!

陪伴我2年8个月又5天的牙套终于在2011年7月25日离我而去,

当然~我也不会想念它..不过还是要带alat,是满不惯的..

walao..洗牙真的super痛的，超超超痛de~

到第2的了!

呵呵..无可奉告~next..

==^第3了!

不说这个拉..我真的很担心很怕哦!我不想那样..

保佑保佑!保佑保佑la!!

第4!

说到这我就生气~为什么我那么没用?那么多无聊的借口?

陈晓环小姐..你知道还剩多少天吗?你懂事点好吗?

一要读书,眼睛就要盖下le..huhu

玩电脑,看戏,看小说..就完全不会累..真不明白什么原理阿?

birthday's present..

话说,
5月27日我和一班傻婆朋友参加了学校活动..
目的地:马口..
shopping:upwell..
在一家店看到了one piece collection..结果当然是没买啦~
自己也不是很迷..回家都忘记它的存在了lo..
那里知道那班傻婆竟然在我生日隔隔天.....
拜一读书时,她们作出奇怪的举动..haha让我很怀疑哦!
最后还是猜出来了..感谢包料的人..XD
但最想不到的是那份礼物~
都不知道她们几时去买de..呵呵..
朋友就是这样的吧!
说真的,感动的是她们竟然还记得~
谢谢你们lo..
其实我真的不是很迷one piece啦..haha..


one piece collection~~

i'm 17 years old already!!

hohoho..我17岁啦啦啦~
大个女啦!要sangsangsengseng咯!唔好再吊儿郎当啦!
不知不觉就过了半年,要开始好好准备考试le..
再唔开始就赶不上啦!知道没?
不讲这些le~

说生日..
原本非常希望生日要过得很很很开心的捏..
可是列,
因为某些烦人的问题而弄到我不开心!
那问题从很久就开始烦着我~超讨厌的!!!!!!
竟然在我生日那么美好的日子里出现..HATE..
不过列,
晚上就有些开心啦~
carmen很无奈的一直被我satay..(满对不起她的,其实我都只是开玩笑拉!希望她知道lo..)
ah wai就和我对换角色..反而我被她酸列~T.T欺负我的..
我的"阿爸和阿咪"都没出现哦!!只有阿媚阿慧阿培..
当天最好玩的自然是咬蜡烛了拉..只有他们觉得好玩..
当然啦,受害者是我..T.Tcry again..
其实气氛并不是说很好噢..好像是我害的感觉..-.-

最最最重要的是,
当天我做了不敢做的事~
嘘!要鬼鬼祟祟做的!
这是秘密哦!不能说的秘密..
嘘嘘嘘!!!

updated~

For a long time did not come~hehe..

paiseh yea..my blog..i left u here to die..

i'm coming to update le..

UPDATING..

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FOUND..

Recently, I seem to find some ever lost things ..

confidence? pushfulness？feelings of friendship?

yes..i get it..

My birthday is coming loh..expecting yea..

for a long time haven't this feeling le..

hope i have a great celebration n happily spend my 17th birthday..hoho